Its like 2am plus into the morning am here i am still not sleeping but blogging.

I really dun know man. There's this weird feeling within me right now. juz no mood to even do anything.Things were not gd for me. Woke up yesterday and my whole body was aching. I think i overworked myself duing the Gombak match the day before. My leg hurt and i sort of sprained my back or something. And the scratches on my arm still hurts. Didnt really feel like going to work but still i dragged myself off my bed, got changed and went to work. Its like the daily routine of standing on the train for half an hour to city hall with the train crowded with lots of ppl. same old thing. At least i was cheered up at work. Had much fun working with tiffany and serena. Told jokes and talked alot of lame stuff.

After work when i came home, all i wanted was just to rest and watch my soccer match. Arsenal won 4-0. But i didnt really feel overjoyed about the win. Man u lost to liverpool and it was like a no big deal thing to me. I dun know why. Too tired maybe..Played dota and i realised that i lost my touch totally. Long time since i played. I played like an amateur. Really no mood. Didnt want to play anymore. Laid on my bed but i juz couldnt get to sleep. Haiz.

Hope something can at least cheer me up a little. Really feel like going to back to the old days where i use to go out with my friends and have alot of fun. Couldnt even go watch Man u vs liverpool with bryan they all. While ppl were happily watching the soccer match I was working like hell, straining my muscles even more and making me feel even more worn out. (felt so sad) And nxt sat i have to work and may miss the Gombak match against shaun's team.. haiz.. Working is not that easy as it seems. What Geraldine said to me made sense, that at 1st ppl want badly to get a job but once they get the job they complain that its too tiring and all that. Its true though. Cuz i am one of them. No choice but to peservere till the end of this month before i stop work. maybe when i get my pay then i will be happy. At least all the hard work is not in vain..

Quite a long post for today. I think i better go sleep alrd. Hopefully tmr will be a better day.