Ahh this sucks. I seriously cant get to sleep these few nights.


I know Im still thinking of you. I cant lie to myself. I know Im silly but I really cant help it at all.
But things will remain the same as u said. I wish I can forget you, but i cant. Maybe not for now. I guess I need more time.


I really wonder sometimes. You are the first girl that i fell in love with. And yeah I guess it came at the wrong time since it was during o lvl period. It was distracting me from my studies but i really couldnt keep you off my mind. And yeah you came to know about it. And I even had some misunderstandings with galindo and hanafi. But things were cleared up in the end. I was really sad when there was a period of time we were like complete strangers and didnt even talk much. But even then i would always steal glances at you during classes. Always trying to msg and comfort u when I saw u were feeling stressed over things. Yeah then prelims drew near and I guess we were all just busy mugging like hell for olvls. But I was glad that after olvls we were back to being friends again. talking on msn often. And during this one year when you were in Jc we didnt even keep in contact much. But I still think of you at times. There isn't a single girl in poly that can make me feel the way i do towards you. Its something special. Maybe things changed when I saw you at eastpoint. It was like almost a year since I saw you. Simei is so small and I keep wondering when I would run into you since we both live in simei. And it must be fate on that day. I was really really happy when I saw you once again. And since then we were became closer as friends. All the conversations and phone calls we had. But yeah I know u treat me as a friend. I also do treat you just as a friend. I do hope that you will be happy with your boyfriend. You really dun have to feel guilty abouot it or anything. It is not your fault. Maybe I just need more time to get over it.


So yeah things will remain. I do hope you will still just treat me as a gd friend. And yeah study hard for your a lvls next year alright. Im still there for you if u have any problems..


I REALLY FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW. and ppl reading this pls do not make any assumptions if you do not know anything. keep comments to yourself thanks.